some church people prayed over me and mest up my mind now every day i see the dead i see gods demons everything and things months and years b4 they happion so that makes me unique and yes i have spoken to god and yes god is not a man and men are not made in gods image women was gods great creation men where put he to protect her not control her like history ses and no the pop does not speak to god only the soul of a women can hear gods word yes im a man but in every life i have ever had i have been female a slave for most of it and in my dreams i some times travel into the past to find myself having a glimpse of tho's past lives my soul is female tho to escape rape my soul chose male form b4 i was born but forever torched for all my fantasy's of*****is me as a women being forced and used by men so my mind and soul are forever in pain witch helps me be the best nice guy i can for i no a womens true heart for my soul is forever female.

talk friends*****anythings to quiet the ghosts of the past that forever haunt me maybe even a wife and little girl to Carrie my dna into the days yet to come and help fixing history before i die in 2078 march 15th the first time i fly in a plane is the day i die.